Only One Ahly

بطل الدوري 2008/2009 رغم انف الحاقدين

و المانجا باظت

Small things - Part 6

• Chinese crackers
• British comedy
• Stealing over-priced cable TV
• Websudoku.com
• The sting of the aftershave cologne
• Shelves
• Finding the perfect parking spot on a busy street
• Facebook status (although I’m not a fan)
• The first 10 minutes under the blanket in a cold winter night
• Last page of “Elmasry Elyoum” newspaper
• Markers
• Clipping your toe nails
• The many ways we justify our shortcomings

Random Lyrics #6

بلالين بلالين بلالين

منفوخيين منفوخيين منفوخيين

طب علي مين علي مين علي مين

والله ما فرقتش كتير


محمود العسيلي - طراطير
طول منتي جنبي - 2009

Note to Self

Don't fight it, Just go with the flow..

Just swallow it for a few years


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The road to nowhere leads to me

From the outside it seems like the perfect trance, from the inside... It is just how unruly life is and how the stark brutal truth can mess up the relationship of 2 suburban couple who clearly & genuinely are unhappy, non-conformal, and are severely injured by the splinters of their shattered dreams.

Warning: This a depressing film that you will NOT enjoy; it’s not made to be enjoyable... if you aim to be entertained, check out “watchmen” or anything else.

"Have to" options

I can't believe the status I'm in... I was counting on being the next best thing by now, professionally established, doing well (money wise), and investing heavily on prosperous fronts.

Now I have to look at other options, the “have to” options..

Crap!

P.S: Fuck the Canadians embassy and fuck their “small” employees.

رساله الي الاوغاد

جنود الله الي في ايران ، حزب الله ، حسن بيه نصر الله، سوريا الشملوله، الجزيره و قطر المعرسيين

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عايزين تحاربو اتفضلو حاربو، احنا خلاص بطلنا شغل الهبل بتاع عبد الناصر .. بلاش فشخره ومزايدات و قله ادب و

قله حيله

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و المعبر مش حنفتحو غير للجرحي و بس

Oops

I think that was inevitable... I should be happy but I’m terrified. I’m clearly unprepared, unqualified and unfinanced.

Fate is playing me like a piñata, I can never see where & when the next strike will be.

Acceptance

It’s the phase that makes you numb & indifferent. It’s when you feel like a minor gear in an over-elaborative works; a fly on the wall that never intends to bather anyone; a C-student who cares to pas his exams.

Slowly the greater picture escapes your imagination, you sleep tight under the covers to wake up every morning wondering where dreams have gone.

And you know that you are just there for the day.

بره يا أوساخ

http://www.almasry-alyoum.com/article2.aspx?ArticleID=187932

يا شويه رعاع .. خلي الجامعه تنضف

Brick

People never fail to amaze me...

I’ve shuffled 4 careers in the span of 5 years and I couldn’t find an honest supervisor/manager, those who supervise/manage my work; are “playing” confident instead of “being” confident, and I can understand .. This is the way of the world and you have to go with the flow otherwise your life will be very too unpleasant and unendurable.

I know that confidence establishment is an arduous thing to pull off, but if you are an honest human being; no .. Let me rephrase .. A man or woman of dignity .. Why don’t you give it a bloody shot?

I’ve tried and I’ve failed .. My dignity is like a glossy diamond showcased by words; endorsed by pre-conceptions rather than actual implementation; hyped up as the next best seller book that really ain’t that advantageous; vaulted deep inside the labyrinth-constructed soul .

Let me rephrase, I never fail to amaze me.

Random Lyrics #5

"She thinks that happiness is a mat that sits on her doorway
But outside ............. it's stopped raining .. "

3 A.M - Matchbox 20
Yourself Or Someone Like You (1996)

Random Lyrics #4

"They slit our throats ..
Like we were flowers ..
And our milk has been devoured

When you want it, it goes away too fast
Times you hate it, it always seems to last

But just remember when you think you're free
The crack inside your fucking heart is me"


Speed of Pain - Marilyn Manson
Mechanical Animals (1998)

One Person Can Touch Many Lives

There's a lot more to music than notes on a page .. being famous or rich won't cut it if you are a real person, a person who dares to play the sunset and strive for the better good without the anticipation of being rewarded.

We built your countries

May be we are not treated as humans in our own country
But at least we are not animals
obsessing about food, sex and trivial crap ..

Maybe we are not that clever to relieve ourselves.
But at least we don’t have shits for brains,;
hiring others to solve our problems

Maybe we are ill-fortuned,
with no black gold underneath our – not so long ago - tents
But at least few of us posses knowledge and faith
your egocentric brains can’t even begin to grasp ..

Maybe I just met an Ignorant SOB
Maybe he’s in severe denial
His ass was itchy from the long power drive
Maybe he just couldn’t digest or absorb
a smart, handsome, representable Egyptian being interviewed
We built your fucken land ..
We helped you evolve into human beings ..

You sorry pricks

RIP Richard Wright 1943-2008

Your Broken China and Wet Dream will live

to testify your individuality

Your legendary presence and contribution

to the greatist band of all time

will live forever

echoed in our hearts

Thank you for being part of the inspiration

W i s h y o u w e r e s t i l l h e r e

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اين انت .. ايتها الجوهره المجنونه

هل .... هل تستطيع ان تفرق؟
بين الجنه و الجحيم؟
بين السماوات الزرقاء و الآلام؟
و هل تستطيع ان تفرق .. بين حقل اخضر و سياج فولاذي بارد؟
بين ابتسامه و ستار؟
فهل تستطيع .. ان تفرق؟

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وهل اجبروك علي مبادله ... أبطالك بأشباحك؟
رماد ساخن .. بشجير؟
هواء ساخن .. بنسيم عليل؟
الراحه المثلجه .. بالتغيير؟
وهل ابدلت دور المطحون في الحرب .. بدور الزعيم في القفص؟

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كم اتنمي ، كم اتنمي ان تكون هنا
انا و انت كالاطياف التائهه .. نسبح في حوض سمك .. سنه تلو الاخره
نجري فوق نفس الارض العتيقه .. فماذا وجدنا؟
وجدنا مخاوفنا القديمه

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فكم تمنيت ان تكون هنا

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Life, Religion and Human Nature

Phil Cooper: "It doesn't matter whether you're selling Jesus or Buddha or civil rights or 'How to Make Money in Real Estate With No Money Down.' That doesn't make you a human being; it makes you a marketing rep. If you want to talk to somebody honestly, as a human being, ask him about his kids. Find out what his dreams are - just to find out, for no other reason. Because as soon as you lay your hands on a conversation to steer it, it's not a conversation anymore; it's a pitch. And you're not a human being; you're a marketing rep."

A Chronic State of Skepticism

I'm torn between making "comfortable" money with no real prospect of progression, and building a vague yet a prestigious career which pays trivial amounts of money and requires more patience, tolerance and endurance than I can ever imagine.

Quality of life has always been my ultimate concern, but ever since my new social status; I've been focusing my drive towards meeting my dire financial obligations, in simpler words; echoed by academy award winner Cuba Gooding Jr. .. "Show me the money".

Values VS Money

What I want VS What I need

Challenge VS Comfort

Dangerous Hope VS Adaptation

A trooper in a war zone VS a leader in a bird's cage

Random Lyrics #3

"The future teaches you to be alone
The present to be afraid and cold
So if I can shoot rabbits
Then I can shoot fascists"

"Gravity keeps my head down
Or is it maybe shame
At being so young
and being so vain"

If you Tolerate this, Then your children will be next - Manic street preachers
This is My Truth Tell Me Yours (1998)